Sorry my darling friend ! :/

So my friend's mother passed away a few days ago and it sort of put things into perspective for me. Like, how much I have taken my own mother for granted and of course, the rest of the people around me as well. It's a bit unfair that people are taken away too early but God has His own plans. I hear she is dealing with it her own way & it's scary the way some people deal with loss. I for one, am the kind to withdraw myself from the world & stay there, others hit the clubs & drown themselves in lots of booze. My friend Maina though, likes to keep her head held high when faced with situations like these. But I know she's breaking down inside, I can tell; after all she is my friend. But she puts on a really BRAVE face & I admire her for that. She has already LOST her dad & for her to lose her mother too, I think that is more than a young soul like her can handle. I would have been angry with God, but I know God always knows what's BEST for everyone.

I can only IMAGINE what she is going through right now. I can almost see her alone in her room; that faint cry breaks my heart. I haven't even gone to see her. The last time I actually did see her was CF Concert and that was on Friday Night last week!  My message of condolence was delievered throught FB ! I can't believe how unattached I have become, especially when she needs a friend this much. Isa Maina.